Sometimes I wonder what might shock the living daylights out of a ‘filthy little pervert’ like me. I am meeting with my Mistress next month and have asked Her to shock me to the core. I love needles, queening, breath play, sensory deprivation but above all surrendering total control to Her. I would love Her to push me to what I believe my limits are and then work me beyond those limits! The idea of an unusual or complicated safe word which might be difficult to trigger would be excellent. Imagine struggling to properly slow things and forgetting or getting it wrong! I wondered about Her demanding my login for my online accounts and then without me knowing arranging for me to be the recipient of a huge gang bang with me secured and blindfolded in a sling… with no idea what as about to happen. Any other ideas?